It's been a hectic week for me. For 6 days, the whole paramitra gang had exhibit their books at fisip, and for that whole days, I've been going to campus at 6am and went home at 7-8pm! Can you imagine what that would do to my health? ... You got it! I get sick! I'm sick now, uhuhuhu ... It feels terrible!

for a couple of weeks, I have to come to realize that I really enjoy hanging out with my friends from campus. We've spent so many hours together, just drinking, smoking, talking, and practically doing nothing! Me, nay, yongky, chacha, irfan, Adam, didit, hikmah, and mica usually spend our free time between classes at Klaster. yongky, nay, Anita, and chacha usually smoke pot there, me and the rest just plainly chat and enjoy the sunset. [now I know where my sunset is hiding ;) ]

last Thursday I went to church, and the preacher said something about the phenomena of urban people. The urbans have the tendency to get lonely in the crowd. hmmm, then it makes me one of the urbans for sure. He said that what we actually need is a companion to share ourselves with. I understand that at this time, I don't have that one companion to share myself with. I guess I lost him about a year ago to some element name pride. Home, maybe what I'm really searching is a pal to talk to, to get comfortable with ... And how those criteria is so hard to find in a regular person. At least with my own standards.

[ugh.. Hate this flu!!]
kinda miss my online friends. Wish I can SMS yumma, but looks like his cellphone LCD is broken, so .. Don't know how I can talk to him.

still confused about the house prob. Really need a place to call home, which is near to everywhere, located in south Jakarta with minimum traffic jam accounters. That have a cable vision line as well as a phone line [God bless internet and cell phone technology!]. uhuhuhuhu ... Wish I'll get one around this 2 weeks ...

well, once again on Saturday night, I'm stuck at home. And now with my ridiculous illness, and unprecedented tiredness, with no one to talk to ... Hehehe